lost feelings inside numerical squares
lost in transmission
wrong partner
knowledge is required, yet not given
self depressed. hoping for the best
Is it yet to come?
A god, a failure, a knife,
they are the perfect triangle

I wish to feel once again,
to want.
to ungrow into self pain.
sometimes I love myself,
it's only because I have no one else to love
and no one to love me
at least not yet...nor soon
I am what I am,
J.C.