You gave me this, you made me forgive. Your moonlit smile
still sticks with me. You have stolen me.  The slightest
hint, and I'm on my knees. You say the word, and I'll drift
madly to you. All your mental games have dragged me down,
polluted my heart. But nothing ever hurts, like your mouth.
Your loaded smiles,  your pretty flirts, your sexy curves,
even they don't matter, when I'll have broken loose.  Its
then that I'll be free, you'll no longer have me around your
fingertip, and I will finally be me again.
I remember the days, in the warm sun, when I wasn't loathing
for a change. Were we complete once, or was it all just a
lie? Try to see it once my way. I was the fish, loving your
worm but unaware of the fishhook you hid from me. But I
should have known that forked tongues in bitter mouths, can
drive a man to bleed from inside out. There is no more
romance in your violence, only hate where your love once
was.
But its time for a change, time for a rise against the years
and years and years!  No longer will I bleed through a
tourniquet smile, hiding my anger, hiding my rage. But if
only it were that simple.  If I could only find the rhyme in
all my reason, if your smile hadn't made me loose the sense
of time and all seasons, if I could only break the chains. I
feel I've been beaten down by the words of a woman who hides
no bitterness. But I cant sleep beneath the tree's of wisdom
when you've cut the roots that fed them.
I've seen the wicked fruits of your vine, even so, I cant
help but crash every time I see you're smile directed
somewhere else, and it hurts me so. But I know I can't ever
be complete with you. I know I cant hold the hate inside my
mind, because what consumes your thoughts controls your life