I saw a pattern of revolving mixing lights,
I heard for hours the sound of my own delight!
I smelled the horror and the suffering of Kain,
I felt the chaos and the anarchy of pain!
I tasted blood on my lips and bone on my teeth,
I thought of death and of slaughter by my own hands!
But all of these feelings and those thoughts of pain,
Could never match you in their dazzling light,
And might,
And pain,
And fear,
And my own satisfaction.

Your insanity, leads to my madness,
Your ingeniuety, leads to my hatred,
Your perfection, leads to my survival,
Your lack of caring,
Leads to my worst threat!

I have gone through,
All elements of madness!
I have come out of,
The stuggering insane!
I will survive the deadliest of perils,
And yet I cannot stand before my love to you!
I have already fallen and been beaten!
I have by power of insanity been killed!
I have survived, the charging of the devil,
Just to be caried off on the angel's wings!
But I will live, for nothing can now beat me,
Nothing until, my love to you is dead!

Your insanity, leads to my madness,
Your ingeniuety, leads to my hatred,
Your perfection, leads to my survival,
Your lack of caring,
Leads to my worst threat!


It has been years,
Since I have wanted nothing!
My previous life,
Has went under this sign,
But now I thrive,
For something unachievable,
And even so, I can't let go of dreams!
Though dreams are maddening,
Though dreams are cruel,
Though dreams are tormenting,
Though dreams can kill!
Without dreams, I can no longer live...

Your insanity, leads to my madness,
Your ingeniuety, leads to my hatred,
Your perfection, leads to my survival,
Your lack of caring,
Leads to my worst threat!

If this won't stop,
I'll look at you forever,
And never have, the courage to be frank.
If I don't change,
I'll waste my life for nothing,
Though at the least, I will at last earn death.
So I have sworn to my own soul and heart,
That I will not, go mad for madness' sake!
I will have courage,
I must keep my sanity,
If I had power,
Could I have your love?