Your emptiness is trying to fill me up with loneliness,
and it's taking me to a very scary place,
Now I feel how it is to be together with myself,
I can't stand my own insanity,
The walls are talking, they are asking questions, and I
answer,
Thousands of words to imagine,
All is left is your reflection,
And even that has fallen into oblivion,
A memory that I don't want to remember,
You were there,
now you are not,
Walking through people, who are walking through me,
They don't know that I despise and regret every breath that
I take,
My head becomes heavy with anger and rage,
This pain is so beautiful when you smile to my face,
Once we walked and talked about all the things we don't have
or want,
Now I can see you are nothing, and even that is too much,
Touching your side of the bed, hugging your pillow,
This is your scent, after the laundry is done, I will never
smell it again,
A thousand of words to say to you,
They wont change a thing,
My darling,
why are you crying?
you don't care about our love that is dying. |