Tomorrow morning I will wake up again, and tomorrow I will
cry again,
It's not like I want to do so,
I just want to wake and see you in front of me,
kiss you good morning,
and say to you good night,
fall asleep,
and dream,
forever,

instead I have this nightmare,
instead I have this agony,
instead I wake up and cry,
I want to forget everything we had, and burn every memory I
treasured,
Why do I want to hug you my love, you hurt me so much,
but I keep my promises, I still love you, and I will always
hate you, my love.          
From this inevitable pain I can't run away,

I cant stand that you wont sleep, dream, or kiss me good
morning again,
In this desperation I wish to say, how I am forgotten by
you,
how I am left behind,
forever dying without you,

We were there, siting, walking alone through all the places
that were ours,
remembering how much you talked and how much I listened,
how you said that we will live for eternity forever,
how could I have believed.

I sit against the wall where we sat and talked for the last
time,
the last time we will ever be together,
this wall is where you have forsaken me, my love,
and left me lost in your emptiness,
you lie to me, to the world, and to yourself,
only I know that there is nothing in the words that come out
of your mouth,  
There is only breath, which fades away like air,  

I too want to stab your heart, and ask for your forgiveness,

I also wish to stab it again and ask, "how are you feeling
now, my love?"
But even for that you are not there,
why cant I stop missing you,            
the time doesn't heal me,
every second that goes I wonder more about all I've lost,  
every second I fall apart,
I stand waiting for redemption, waiting for deliverance,
That will never come.