I wake up at dawn and start digging through my soul
I find emptyness and lonliness and I'm all alone
I sit down on the floor, cry and mourn
I'm all alone


'coz i'm all alone

Vague Bleak memories

echos on and on


FeatherPen my hand holds affirm
Farewell my thoughts now call

Only by myself I dare to say, to myself
Only alone where i'm all alone Do I tell myself
Oughta find something, there must be a cherry at the top
Only then I realize there is no cake and I finnaly crack

Unconfidence mixed with gloom I shut
Unheard voices speak through the now closed doors of
thoughts

Now, I still seach for something lost
Never stop and look across

Desert, t'is whats inside
Desert's whats inside


No matter how hard I dig, I still havent found
No matter how sharp the pain of the shovel, still I
struggle

Only this, when I finnaly struck the bottom, I found
Only Flatness and Sodom there I found

The heck with it, I've got nothing in my soul
Then Maybe I'll burn it and alit my soul and anger

Holy and unholy, Hordes of melancholy
Hurdles down my body for I Have nobody

Intwined cold and bitter frost
Insnared in my gloomy thoughts

Nomadic soul within me calls
No matter if no one hears its chorus

Greeting Card of Bleak dark thoughts send for me from
within my soul
Greeting me for searching hard and gaining mud
Greeting me for screwing up
Greeting me for what I've found