the day I became 15
I thought about it
IT.
I didn't know,
how could I possibly be so blind.
the sadness he had in his eyes
broke my soul to pieces,
small as the atoms of our body.
but it was too late now.
too late to look back to the past
and stand in tears.
as well, it was too early to look into the future,
you can never know what it has in store.
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW!
I don't want to predict my life,
I want to live by my own,
Just for a while,
when my feelings will not control my mind,
and maybe then,
I won't live on my own, ANYMORE!