Do you ever think of me at all?
Never thought I'd be the one to crawl
On the floor
Sometimes it feels I'm in two different worlds
But whenever I'm in it, I make sure you're not there
And I pretend you never lied
When you pretended to care

You just make me sick
The way you think you're so slick
Baby, for all I care you were never
That smart or even clever
The way you cheat, the way you lie
When I wince and when I cry
All that shit you always gave
I wanna spit down on your grave

I never harmed you in any way
Never did anything to you
But hey, you never done anything for me
So we're even
You call me crazy, maybe you're right
I was always the reason why you wanted to fight
I'm always the one to blame
Now can you even remember my name?

I look at the mirror and I wanna die
I'm trying so hard but I can't even cry
Seems like I ran out of tears
I don't give a shit about my fears
You stabbed me in the back
Let me stab you in the heart
It will hurt you so much
When I hit you with my shaft

Make me cry, make me scream, make me feel so sore
I will squirm, I will wriggle till I can't take it no more
Save your breath and throw your excuses above
Now this song is for you, dear -
With all my love.