I linger too much to hold my breath in
It feels so heavy to spread my weary wings
The words don't come the right way
You fail to leave any impression at all
Nothing can make me trust you anymore
You're two-faced in two different worlds
And leave me stuck somewhere in between
The way you talk makes me want to hide
I don't understand your motives
I don't understand your side
I've been advised to trust nobody
And that's what I shall do
It's no trouble pointing the finger at me
Instead of pointing it back at you
Narrow minded, you never understand my meaning
Not sure what made me love you from the beginning
It's now too late so wake up and hurry
My dreams are already long dead and buried
If I fail to speak, will you say my words?
Or will it be too much, what are the odds?
With your painful kisses come the pain and solitude
You confuse me and blame me for being misunderstood
Can't stand your touch on my bare, naked shoulders
Save your excuses and prays for the saint beholders
If I swore you not to talk would you tell a soul?
I keep falling down into a deep, dark hole
There's a place in my heart that still holds hope
But it's old and weary, waiting for solace
It's got small wounds for being dishonest
The rest flew with the wind, was lost in the rain
There's so much you can take for sorrow and pain
Sail away, sail away my love
In the meantime I will break old memories
Of a white single dove
I will wave back to you through flooded eyes
Saying goodbye to the old days when we used to live
When we both knew what it's like to give
You may have saved me from ashes of sorrow
It doesn't matter much,
I'll be gone by tomorrow.