Cold, so cold, everywhere and every one. The kind of cold
that goes throw your skin to your bones and into the heart,
Filling it with sadness that you never knew before. Making
you miserable more than you have ever been. Tearing you
apart from the inside, Braking you into million pieces, Just
as your heart got broken a moment before. Nothing to lose,
nothing to gain You close your self, And watch your friends
becoming strangers to you, No one cares why any more. And
you suffering like you never did, Like you never will.
Inside your bad, Full with self-compassion that you can't
take. You decide to work it out your self To do it you're
own way.
You got up from bed, And start putting your pieces once
together, But the order is wrong, Something is not right,
There must be a mistake. You start walking towards the door,
Unconfident, unsecured, unhappy unwanted. Nothing to do any
more you feel it coming. In the next day everyone will say
how much he or she are going to miss him, How he was the
best in everything he did, How no one will ever take his
place, Everyone will cry for him, on him And will be the
last and only day he will wear his smile.