i`m so paranoid
cant do anything
everything is wrong.
startting to climb
the mountain of sorrow
i`m dying so slow
losing my soul

dont want nothing
no surprises
no love
i`m alone
will die in my home

i cant love any one
everyone is lying
they wont stop dying
this is a river of feelings
it wont stop flowing
i cant rise anymore
i`m always faling

i want to disappear now
there is nothing here for me
my soul is wounded
no turning back there
its not my place
cant fight my fears
i`m an old soul woman