Jane and Eric

   His eyes couldn't stop looking at her walking in the
bus; they were trapted by her look, like a butterfly in the
spider's net, which couldn't move. Her green eyes, like the
purity itself, were looking at him through her dark grey
hair that was lying on her beautiful face. He has never seen
true beauty till that moment. Every day he was waiting to
Thursday, the day in which he learns in the building she's
in. every break he was staring her walking by, every time he
tried to say something he got frozen and couldn't move his
mouth.

"You're gay"
"Fuck you, Vered!"
"Aren't you?"
"No! I realy like someone..."
"Realy? Hm... what's her name?"
"I don't know yet..."
"You don't know yet?"
"Yeah I'm shy...., so what?..."
"Go say something to her"
"I can't... I just... I freeze everytime I see her, I know
I'm fucked up..."
"Want me to talk to her? dave?"
"No! Don't even think about it, I don't want you to fuck it
all up..."

Thursday again, 6:50am.
"Here she is..." Her beauty got light into the dark, boring
and depressing school, her eyes were looking at him again
and he couldn't move his look from the beauty he saw...
"Oh... sweet... go talk to her."
"I'll try this time"
"Don't try, do it, or else I'll do it!"
"You won't"
"Than you do it!"
"I just can't... Hey where the fuck are you going? Don't you
dare! I'll kill you! Hey..." Vered didn't listen, she had a
job to finish and she didn't think of being shy, never.
His heart was drumming like a punk band.
"Yo, Eric, check it out, your crazy friend have found
friends..."
He moved his head left and his punk band got faster and
faster, he slowly started to walk foreward where he saw
Vered, natural beauty and few more people that were looking
at him and smiling like they just won a million dollars.
"Dave, this is Jane"
"Jane that's Dave"
"Hi" She had such a  beautiful voice like a shining flower
in the summer.
"Hi, nice to meet you" He said feeling his heart blows up in
him.
"What are you doing tomorrow night?"
"Nothing..."
"Wanna go to a movie"
"Ok"
"See you then?"
"Yeah, ok..."
"Bye..."
"Bye, bye"
He kissed her cheek and felt like there are a jumping
monkies in his tummy. He walked home with a "Sex Pistols" CD
and his heart, full of love, he knew then, it's love because
more beauty than he have never seen in his miserrable life.

"What are you doing on Christmas?"
"Well, I'm going to my friend Katia, wanna come too?"
"Yeah, sure, ok..."
"You can bring people if you can..."
"Ok, I'll try..."
"See you then..."

"Hi, I'm Katia and this is my room, Katia's room, welcome to
Katia's room...
I'm Katia and I don't know who the hell are the people that
came into
my room, well whatever, nevermind, this is my bear, tomi,
I'm sleeping with him,
this is my noisy thingy that no one knows why or what for it
does what it does... These are
pictures of me myself I and moi... The shining things there
are shining,
the noisy things make noise and the stinky thing over there,
stink!"
"Ok... nice to meet your room, Katia, I'm Dave, Katia, nice
room Katia..."
"You don't like it, whatever, I don't care... I'm not
stupid, I'm just depresed, wait... I'm not..."
"That was fast..."
"Yeah whatever come to the living room..."
'Beer, I never liked beer, why there's so much beer', he
thought, 'well whatever
where is my beauty?' Jane was gone, he thought that this is
the moment for him to go
find her, he was sitting with a cup of beer in his hand
looking at people having fun.
He stood up. He got to Katia's room and he saw a flower
sitting on Katia's bed listening to his favorite Nirvana
records.
"Hey"
"Hi"
They talked about stuff that didn't matter, he didn't care,
he was just listening to her sweet voice that was interupted
by his annoying friends "go, into the sky, under the ground"
he sang to them "shut up, you suck" "ok, then just go!" they
got the point, at last...
"Hey, it's almost 12:00"
"Yeah..."
"Five more minutes" 'Kiss her', he thought to himself, 'no
wait to 12'
'No do it now damit' he has decided to wait 5 minutes and
those five minutes were long like 5 years...
"Two more minutes", 'Thank god, here it comes...'
He Kissed her lips once then again and again, her lips were
so sweet, he couldn't leave her alone, she was so cute, a
combination of cuteness and beauty.
At 7:00am the guys walked away, all the way home Dave was
thinking about her, that's what he has done the whole day
after he came home and woke up, he couldn't think about
anything but her.

"How about the mall? Wanna go to the mall?"
"Ok"
The mall was ok; they got home by bus.
"Hey, can you go home"
"Can I lead you?"
"Go home"
They got to her home, she got off and said "stay, don't get
off, please..." he felt something in his mind that said 'get
off!' he couldn't do anything about it, he couldn't fight it
she was to pretty for him to let her go, he got off...
"I hate you! Couldn't you stay?!"
"But..."
" Was it so hard? what did I asked for? Couldn't you just go
home? God..."
"Wait... no... stop..."
He has never felt any thing close to what he have felt in
that moment when the cutest and the most beautiful person on
earth have been ignoring him and wolking through him like he
was nothing but a dust.
He took her arms and got her to stop.
"Please stop... I'm sorry... I love you..." after a break "I
just wanted to lead you home... forgive me..."
Moving her head up and down as an agreenment "I told my
mother that I'm going to the librery with Mary Anne and if
she'll see you..."
"I got it, I'm sorry I just had to get off, sorry..."
"Ok"
"I'll call you?"
"Ok"
"Bye"
"Bye"
When he got home he ran right to the phone, he looked at it
then he picked it up and printed her number except the last
number, he put it down, then he has done it again and put it
down again, he wanted to talk but he didn't know how to
start or what to say.
The phone have rang, he was surprised and preyd that it's
her and it was...
"Are you angry or something?"
"No, Jane, I'm compeletely not, are you angry at me?"
"No, I just said to my mom that..."
"It's ok, realy..."
"Ok"
"I love you, sweetie..."
"I love you too..."

After finishing school Jane went to Psychology School ,Dave
went to the army, three years later they moved to Seattle
and got married.
Dave still plays in small clubs on his guitar, Jane have
become a successful Psychologist and from time to time she's
curing Dave...