I had no illusions
That you would say you loved me
But when you took that knife
I hated you so much
And yet I loved you still.
A distant image of me walking down the hallway
Small drops falling from my fingertips
Was all it took to make me hate you.
Yes,I know you are indifferent to me
But I still want you
How I want you to myself.
I hate it when you hold me as I cry...
I had no illusions
That you would say you loved me
But still I love you,
Daily.