30.9.02

Perhaps I should have changed my mind,
maybe that feeling should have died,
Reveal my secrets was a mistakes,
I didn't know your heart I'll break.
disguise my guilt with lame excuses a pure obsession
- just a dream.
I did not wish to know-this word bruises
that's not the way which i have seemed.
Forgive me darling- I have sinned
perhaps I should confess more often,
You'll sit right there without a grin and I shall beg,
maybe you'll soften.
My love for you did not exist
It came a surface when i heard it,
I heard  that word which made me sick...
that little fact,
your brand new "Girlfriend".
I guess I lost you, now, forever,
no more starry starry nights,
no more candy or spontaneous travel,
In this point I lost all my rights.
I can't forget you, though I tried to
I couldn't bare the fact you had...
A loved person which affects on,
my attention to you- the thing you fed.
It hurts now, even more then ever,
to know, you include her in all you're plans,
but it's not nice of me to say so,
perhaps you DO have other fans,
Remember me, my dearest person,
Remember all the time we had,
Just thinking I could ever do so,
such a sin to such a friend.