Sometimes, when u want someone badly
And then u look at the mirror and start to cry,
And u see the others just wont even try, and get it.
But its them and not me, and  I am something else,
And not someone.
I am just a toilet paper- when they need me they use me,
And afterwards they just fucking throw me.
Its pisses me off that I have to see such pain in my life,
To cry every day and to hope that the lord will just give
Me  the guts to go and never come back!
But he just wont let me,because he havent finished-
Laughing at my miserable life, cause he is the real shit,
That makes us all so fucking cold and mad!