I don't wannna grow
Coz my heart's deep glow
Will vanish away and there will be no gold
I can't stand to have that feeling
Like my heart's not-forgiving

I wanna understand
What I made
With what I had
I just have to stay

My soul's running off
I try to catch it but not
It just keeps running and I cannot catch it
I can't stand to have that feeling
Like my heart's not-forgiving

I wanna understand
What I made
With what I had
I just have to stay

I'm think about what we had
When us wasn't dead
I keep imagine us exists but than I realize
I can't stand to have that feeling
Like my heart's not-forgiving

I wanna understand
What I made
With what I had
I just have to stay

You're feeling so good
When I'm not around
And then feeling angry
When I try to catch on
You're killing me
You're killing me
You're killing me

I wanna understand
What I made
With what I had
I just have to stay

I'm dead