I'm on my own now
Getting to know you
Staring at you screaming at me
So angry so headstrong
And I'm here closing my eyes
Lost in every softness that you couldn't hide
Using a punch to make myself rise
Grasping your head
Touching your emptiness
I can't move
My fists were almost ready to hit something
And I couldn't move anymore
But still my 3rd finger is shaking
I'm getting far away
I can see you there
I can feel everything
But I'm drowning now you see?
I'm not fucking here!!!!!!
I jumped into the water
My sea of silence
Swimming fast to get my freedom back
I feel that I can breath again
At last
My mouth my eyes are now open
It was a privilege to know you
My sea of silence