Opened the car door, stepped out into the fresh autumn cool 
wind. She was still holding on to the car door, as if the 
storm would blow her away and she had to hang on to 
something, to hang on for dear life. But the storm isn't 
outside. It's quite calm outside actually. The wind 
caressing her, making her look even more attractive, her 
hair swaying slightly to this rhythm of nature. All seemed 
to freeze in silence for a moment, to marvel at her 
incredible, hypnotizing beauty. The road was empty, but all 
the rows of houses, all green trees, any flowers that were 
around, seemed to worship her for just a moment, standing 
still in the breeze. But she didn't see it. She didn't feel 
it, the effect she has.  She almost always doesn't feel it, 
nor sees her influence. She felt only the storm. She saw 
only the lightly shaded gray skies over her head, perhaps 
ready to weep with her, when she will. And she will cry, 
just not yet. She's holding it in. She's restricting 
herself, she must be strong, for the time being.  
But all of this was one moment. And then she hurriedly 
grabbed her small black backpack from inside the car, 
clutching it close to heart. Shut the door, waved goodbye. 
The car drove away, leaving a little trail of invisible 
pollution that stood completely opposite her pure existence. 
Though she only saw herself part of the pollution at that 
moment. Back hunched, shoulders dropping forward, giving in 
to the storm - she walked over to the house. The house 
seemed to her to be even more lively, more cheerful than 
ever. 'And I have come to distort this peace, I will put a 
black stain on the pure white cloth of this perfectly happy 
place.' she thought to herself with great sadness and 
regret. She felt the storm inside her, stronger and 
stronger. The drum of her heart started to beat, beat, beat 
- harder and harder. It was even tougher a task now to bar 
the way so that the tears wouldn't be released out. The wind 
tried to help her relieve herself by touching her eyes and 
making them moist, but she didn't give in.  
She knocked. Twice, as she always does. Two loud beats on 
the front door, and there's no turning back now. She tried 
her best to suck the storm in, to not let it show, but she 
is so fragile, and this is a heavy task for her. There is a 
trace of the storm visible, in the expression on her pretty 
face - but the lady who opened the door was kind enough and 
clever enough to know not to ask.  
-"He's in his room. Does he know that you're coming?" 
The gentle girl nodded politely at the mother, but could not 
look her in the eye. 
She started towards the bedroom, before the mother could 
offer her anything.  
Again, knocked twice. This time a lot less determined, a lot 
feebler, weakened by the storm and the mother's puzzled look 
that was fixed on her back for a few seconds. 
The door swung open. The delicate boy, who saw the full 
extent of the storm inside her, took her in, wrapping his 
arms around her, hugging her gently. Like the wind, he too 
caressed her long soft hair. Frailly, she hugged him. All of 
her energies were almost completely drained. She put her 
head on his shoulder. He asked her what's wrong, in a 
concerned whisper. She didn't reply. She could not speak. 
The storm was now so much stronger than she was.  
She let her arms fall beside her and removed his arms away 
from her in a subtle movement. She walked into the room, sat 
on the bed, as she always had done before. 
The windows were open, not as usual, and sunlight and a 
somber breeze filled the room. In the distance, bells that 
hung outside chimed slightly, in rhythm with the soft wind, 
and the faint sound of young children laughing could be 
heard. She knew that she would destroy the joy of these 
things in just a few moments. 
-"I'm sorry," She uttered lightly, and couldn't go on. 
 
-"What are you sorry about, my love?" 
 
There was a short pause that felt like an eternity. The 
world froze, genuinely worried. The wind began to pick up, 
colder now. He stared into her beautiful eyes; she looked 
down, in pain. The storm now had her, fully. The first tear 
was the purest, the highest concentration of hurt enclosed 
in it. She cried quietly, alone, not letting him touch her, 
not letting him comfort her in any way. He didn't say a 
word. He was puzzled still, only beginning to understand 
what he feared most. He froze for a few moments, realization 
slow to come, he was blocking reality out for those few 
terrible moments. He doesn't want to know it but it's too 
late, and he already does. He stared out the window, only 
seeing the raindrops that started to fall down, and the dark 
gray sky in the background. Even when she cried, she was 
beautiful, breathtaking.   
And he felt broken, shattered, and lost. He buried his face 
inside himself, leaning his head against his arms, stooping 
over his knees that were bent into him, to form a little 
shape, which resembled a crumpled up paper. 
He didn't even notice when she whispered that she hates 
breaking his heart and hurting him like this. He didn't even 
notice when she ran out, ran right out to the rain and 
didn't stop running. 
 
In the south of the country that day, several people were 
swept away in the floods.  | 
המציאות הנו מקרי בהחלט. אין צוות האתר ו/או
הנהלת האתר אחראים לנזק, אבדן, אי נוחות, עגמת
נפש וכיו''ב תוצאות, ישירות או עקיפות, שייגרמו
לך או לכל צד שלישי בשל מסרים שיפורסמו
ביצירות, שהנם באחריות היוצר בלבד.