Eyes rolled back, music blurred
Everyone dances but I don't care.
I'm far away, in outer space
Beyond the borders of time and place.

The drugs are pumping through my veins
As I escape my mortal shames
I'm fazed and can hardly feel
Nothing- to me- is real.

Dried up tears and silenced cries
And faded colors fly past my eyes.
It's heaven with a bit of a personal hell,
A saint among man and an angel that fell.

Without it sorrow is my name.
I once was healed but stayed the same
In it I can feel no pain
The hurtles dieing of a morbid brain.

Piercing stairs from tilting heads,
The knowledge of it as it fades.
As I sober up, it lingers on.
I'll look for more once it's gone.
And then comes the pale light of dawn
And I go on...
Like nothing's wrong.