"close your eyes and think about the one thing you would
like to do the most"
"I would like to kiss you" he said, "so go a head" I
answerd. Silence, "what would you like to do the most?" he
said quickly to brake the ice, "it's a very good question"
it took me a little while "hmmm, I wanna... eat something,
im hungry" "well lets, then" he said with lots of cynicism,
"I don't know what about you, im going to the kitchen" I
tooked a piece from the cheese that was there, and went out
again.
I saw him sitting on the white chair, he was listening, I
could see that.
"what are you listening to?" I asked quietly.
"I don't know... I just wanna hear something... I believe in
the stars, and I think ones you listen to them, you will
never have problems again" it was so beautiful the way he
said that, I just looked at him with my open eyes.
He kissed me... on the cheek, I didn't even nodest it... he
was so gentle.
He asked me "what do you believe in?" "love" I said with
confidence.
"why?" he didn't anderstand, "love is like oxygen, love is a
many splendent thing, love liftes up where we belong, all
you need is love" we started laughing.
Silence. Lots of silence everywhere. It started raining, we
staeid out, we where all wet, the rain looked like milions
of stars that were falling on us, Braking to little pieces.
It was him sitting on the white chair and me sitting on my
knees next to him, bouth looking at the stars. Listening to
nothing.
"its sad" I said, "what?" "me leaving" "yes... I will never
see you again" he said.
Silence. Again this silence.
We looked each other, he nodest the tear in my eye, he wiped
it up and said: "if you will listen you will never have
problems again"
One week after he had a car accident, he had damage in his
back, he sufferd much, so he killed him self. Now hes dead.
How much ironic.