how to be blurry within the haze
how to be aware, and still not there
how to be free, how to be me
and relinquish the debri
and let it be
free, free

alone is all on your own
is all severed ties
alone is free from messy goodbyes
from hurtful lies

freedom is
is freedom bought
sacrifice is knowledge given
is memories taken at the cost

and senseless is no doubt
and mindless is no doubt
the best direction is home bound
the soul incarnation is letting go of the past

and I'm lying when I'm saying
and I'm lying when it's hard
I would let go in a second
if I only knew how

see clear no more
see through and I know
the pain I'll carry on
blind folds I shall try to don

and hazy be I as I may
hazy be I as I am
out of focus and blurred-
out of control for I am
free as I am unable to say I care