When I look deep inside
And go where theres no place to hide
I find my thoughts are not at one
With the man I have become
When I think of who I am
Cannot decide if boy or man
Like changing winds at times of spring
I can one momment cry the next I'll sing

When I look in the mirror I see a void
In love's hands I am a toy that has been destroyed
What do I see under my skin
A gurdian of men or a boy in green
Secure and locked in metal chains
Screaming out all through my veins
Imprisoned soul in flesh made chest
With a heart locked in an endless quest

But if you'll look into my eyes
You will not see through my disguise
A smiling face or well put answer
Will not reveal the storming thunder
Only the warmth of reaching hands
That lights the spark inside my head
Will deny the overwhelming fears
And start the flow of relieving tears