Once I thought my soul was old. I figured that it had been
through so many things in all of its lifetimes & now it's
hard for it to go on. I tried to imagine the beautiful
things my soul saw in its past life, in its glory days, not
straight after it was created, but around the middle. I like
to think it means that I've gained some cosmic wisdom.
Sometimes I can feel it deep inside but at the same time I
feel too weak to get it out. Is it an old soul or just an
excuse? Old souls want to die fast don't they? They are
tired of living. After they die they don't return again,
they get a stamp on them that says "do not recycle" then
sent out to space in a happy death row, telling the souls
beside them their stories, some stories are happy, some make
you want to scream, others make you want to cry like you've
never cried before. "There is no way back from the death
row", that's the answer you'll get when you ask them if
they'd rather go on living. Old souls - they jump off
bridges to be in that place, all the knowledge in the world
drains there. it's a place of honor & dignity, where no one
judges you, it's everything we ever dreamt of and it's
nothing we can imagine, it's nothing.