When I laid there
On the floor
in the dark
And crying
And bleeding
You were
The only one who helped me

Drying my tears
helped me get up
and see
That we live in a beautiful world
And that I am a special person
Even when I wanted
To end up my life

You were the only one
Who did teach me
That I should love my self
The way I am
You were the only one
That thought
I really knew
What I am doing
And trusted me
with closed eyes

But I didn't love you than
And I didn't appreciate you
Enough
And you
The only one in the world
That ever loved me
Without conditions
Decided
That you ate enough shit
From a person who can not
Accept his love

Then you left me alone
With my anger and depressions
And went to someone else
Happy
Healthy
More than me
And you love her
And she loves you
And you are both happy together
And I cannot stand it
Anymore


So I took the knife
And started to cut veins
I didn't want to do it
But no one was there to stop me
I tried to call you
But you were busy
You propose her marriage
And she said yes
I know
Congratulations.