It is now 2:48 in the morning
I have to wake up early tomorrow because we planned on going
to the beach, so I think I'll go to sleep now. Just brushing
my teeth and making sure the alarm clock is set for
tomorrow- 8:30 A.M. and not a minute later. My bag is all
packed, I've got enough money. It's time to go to sleep...
So I climb into bed and shut my eyes.
3:09
I'm still not asleep. How can that be? I've been tired all
day and I almost fell asleep in front of the TV a couple of
hours ago! Well anyways, all I have to do is just shut my
eyes and let my mind wander into the deepest thoughts I have
about nothing and everything... Well hopefully I'll fall
asleep now because I only have about five and a half
precious hours of sleep left.
3:57
O.K. this is getting to be too wierd. Why can't I just fall
asleep?! I've been lying here for over an hour now, trying
to fall asleep- but nothing. What am I gonna do tomorrow??
Can I make it with only four and a half hours of sleep??
I'll probably be as alive as a zombie, but I do not really
have a choice. It's too late to cancel so I'll just have to
sleep when I get back from the beach. Fine. Problem solved.
Now if I can only fall asleep already!!!
4:24
Still not asleep! I just can't believe it. This is getting
very    annoying. I have been lying here for a stinking hour
and a half, trying really really hard to fall asleep- but
NOTHING! I think I'll go pour myself a glass of warm milk
and try falling asleep again. I dont know how the hell I am
going to survive with only four hours of sleep but It'll
just have to do. Come on, FALL ASLEEP ALREADY!
5:02
O.K. That's it. I give up. I'm just gonna have to call the
guys in the morning and tell them that I can't come. I will
not drag myself to the beach after sleeping a measly 3 and a
half hours. No way, I'll just go another time. Oh fuck, who
am I kidding. I'm pretty much screwed. I can't cancel now.
It's too late. It's my problem not theirs. I'll just have to
sleep on the way or something. I dunno. I'll work something
out. CRAP! WHY CANT I JUST FALL ASLEEP DAMNIT?!
5:33
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO FALL ASLEEP FOR 3 GOD DAMN FUCKING
HOURS NOW! I JUST CANT! I HATE IT WHEN THIS HAPPENS! I am
definitely backing out. It's not my fault I didn't get any
sleep. They will manage without me... I hope. Well anyways,
I DON'T CARE. I will NOT go to the beach after sleeping for
a mere three hours, that is assuming I even fall asleep at
all! I'm just gonna go do something now since I'm awake
anyways, and I'll call the guys in the morning.
I think I'll go write a monologue about insomnia now...

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