Trying to see my life for real
Trying so hard to feel, just feel
I'm turning around, spinning the wheel
Of fortune?
Of what seems like another package or deal.

I think I found my place now
For some time at least
Till answers are given,
Then, we shall see.

Stay or not?
Adjusted well
Never willing to feel
The same known hell.

:)

It's for real, I'm there, I belong
Somewhere.
Joy at last.
Again.

:)