they both sat on the bed, it felt wrong to even be there.
they've known eachother for a few years now but it feels
wrong.
when they met they we're both very unhappy, in a way that's
the only thing that never changed and no matter how hard
they would try nothing happened.
they could have touched and comfort eachother but it would
be too easy and it would be hurtful to other people u cannot
live without.

screw u'rself dear....u can't have what u want and no matter
how u try it'll stay that way untill u die.


time passes them by, broken glass, red glasses on the floor,
blood.
kiss the hand, shove the body.


they are scared of one another, it's time to stop being
togther, she leaves and she won't come back...
it's new, telling the truth no matter how it hurts she
doesn't cry.
so many times of me wondering what u might think has gone to
wasted and now i won't ever take what i said back.
it wasn't even a fight it was bitterly cold.

wasted truth, that's what this is, u cannot take my words
and understand them, u have to run from it till u die.


facts, voice, over and over, cough,playing with my hand,
holding back, leaves.
close eyes,say u'r last good bye.


how can i be so cruel? i told u only the truth, i should
have lied
i should have said what u wanted to hear, u would stay.
u should have understood i never lie and i know where i
stand.
i'm a selfish child my dear, don't make me beautiful....
don't act like i was wrong.


mouth open words drip, lay on the bed, sheets , smash,
scream.

since i was born i started to die, let me say my last
goodbye
to what u thought i'll never be, honest and clear in my
wishs.
our weather is changing, are we losing light?
losing our dream?

i know she hates him, he took me away, made us complaxed.
feelings horribly uncontroled.
slowly i tempt u to feel, but i don't allow u to act on
it....
wonder why? suck them dry..take my thoughts.
i'm twisted.

wall, eyes,shoes note coffee press the botten.
and say u'r last goodbye.