Once rapidly changing
   Now I'm just aging
   My convictions are scary
   My life are a scar
   My breath shallow, heavy
   My eyes, locked staring up to the stars
   And my hands dangling
   My life's dangling
   Once I used to drink for fun
   Now it's to die
   I need a reason for life
   I need a reason to life

   And all these songs
   Have infested love
   And all these songs
   About infected life
   And all the times I faked it
   Can you even see the fake in it?
   And all the times you sealed me
   Killed me
   Toured me
   Needed me
   And I felt nothing.

   Nevermore. Forever and only once.
   Never again. In a head my head just once
   Never needed. A habit for a life.
   Never heeded. Once in it now in a strife.