Being without you is like going to the beach and looking at
the sea while finding out there aren't any water in it.
It's like traveling in the desert and discovering there's no
sand.
what wouldn't I give to see you one more time sitting near
me- laughing together from one of your stories of school and
the exciting life that you had.
Playing cards and having fun just the way we did before you
left us and got your rest.
what wouldn't I give to see your smiling face just one more
time as you say how proud you are of me and how happy you
are for my acheivments.
I miss you so much! and I'm afraid now that you are gone
that I'll disapoint everyone including you up there where
ever you are.
the wound still hasn't healed and it is still so fresh in my
soul.
oh, what wouldn't I give not to feel and go through life
without you.
May you rest in peace up in heaven where you belong.
hoping you can hear me.