as i lay on the floor
the chilling breeze of my own body,
there for my own being-
i still cant feel alive.

he smiles upon me
the lazy smoke around
discard me from his thoughts
while in his arms i still can't
breath.

one step back,
as the accelerated lights
swings unmistakably clear quickly to my head
the sabotaged wire keep closeing around me,
the right delight
the million wounds
are half way there.