To be misunderstood is a marvelous thing but also a shitty
thing in some parts...
Sometimes when you're the only one who laughs is you, nobody
knows what's wrong or what happened and that's starts up
some curiosity amongs people that can think like this man is
weird, interesting
Sometimes it's a big fat sumo guy sits on your head, when
people don't know what you mean, or cant go to the end of
your thuoght or path of mind.


I need peace of mind, a place or a person who can make feel
at home wherever I am, there's a saying that goes "the
surface is quiet but the inside shaking and trembling" well
I guess it's suits me just fine.

I need to find my own unique way - path - road to find what
I am looking for, I need a guide or guidness to help me jump
on the right track of the stream of life..


I need a slap in the face to wake me up from wherever I am,
that bubble of world im in, I need to balance those things
to function like I should.