Just this once
I want to be the best
Not to fall behind
Not to reach the last

To be excellent
At least once in my life
Will it ever happen
Before I use the knife?

I'm so sick and tired
Of all this shit
What am I,
Besides rotting meat?

Where is my soul?
I want to kill her!
Grab her by her throat
And slaughter...

I can't go on
I'm a loser...

They all point at me
"Look! He's nothing!
Don't be like him!
Be somethin'!"

And I stand still
Swallow and shut up
After all- I am a loser
Otherwise I'd stand up...

Just this once
Let me win
I'll sell my soul
For that little sin...

But no- you won't
'Cause you're a bitch!
You enjoy my suffer
Just like a leach

I can't take it any more
I'm going insane
Stop me now
Or I'll cut my Vein...