Its depressing , its killing me inside . Its like a rodent
nibbling my mind. I am not an evil man . I think of myself
as a child imprisoned in an adult body. The pain I feel is
as real as my pathetic being . The greatest thing we will
ever learn is just to love and be loved in return - I'm not
loved I am despised , I have no knowledge of love.
Loneliness surrounds me.
Even wild beasts need to feel loved but me ??
They look at me as if I am a ghost, a phantom WORSE than a
beast.
I stand alone in front of my harsh faith. I dream of
rainbows and toys I dream of a childhood that was cruelly
taken away from me.
I dream of a life with someone who cares!!!!!!! Where did I
go wrong ?? I am going mad!!!
However , there is hope.
My hope has 3 names :
Anne
Tom
Jessi
May god help me....
May those children help me! |
