I will go outside, I will shut my eyes
And I'll try not to think about you
But as I walk away I just get overwhelmed
Your image continually appears everywhere
But I don't want to see it

When I go to sleep I just start to think about you again
The unpredictable life has now covered me with rain
I hold to my velvet cushion
Which is just as soft as you are
But I don't want to touch it  

I thought, you do not love me any more
And you said we should go our ways
But we shared something good that's for sure
And I don't want to hear it

Anything right now just reminds me of you
A memory that now feels bitter sweet
And I don't want to taste it

Channeling my feelings never had worked for me
And to my heart I must subject
Thinking of you is like an arrow through my chest
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL IT