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A Rebel's Heart

יביטקפסורטניא

I remained a little boy with no true ability to defend
myself, huge heart and conscience, living as a Light
Knight in the name of others' sake.

Death 2

ינפוס

What can you tell the reaper
Coming for your soul
Tormented by the agony
Of the destruction of us all

Dialogue

הננ'ג

"You see, I believe in God, otherwise there would've been no
one to mock" said the man who was about to kill him, and the
patient sat tight and listened.

Eternal Evil

ןטשהו םיהולא םיכאלמ

It began with the creation of the Great Chaos and the
foundation of the holly spirits, and the greatest most
powerful one of them - Jehovah

My Heroine

תבזכנ הבהא

I realized that I wasn't suffering because of her, but
because of her absence, it was the lack of her that was
killing me inside

Overdue

ןטשהו םיהולא םיכאלמ

How dare you?! Go now! Go and be punished with the pathetic
worms you've saved all these years!!!

Sith

ינוידב עדמ

Behind the two figures, hundreds and hundreds of storm
troopers were marching, firing their laser blasters on the
helpless rebels, who now only hoped to make it to the near
ship and flee for their lives.

Starnge Voyage

הננ'ג

I'm sorry, your majesty, but the council's decision is
final!"
"What on earth do you mean?! This is not a democracy, I'm
still the King!"
"Oh shit, you're right... well in that case, mice detective
it is!"

---

(P)En(d)

םיסחי

my pen is dying
after devoting his life
to me, my words

747

Affirmative, Command Center, easy task, no doubt
Should be done in thirty, 747 out

A Friend in Need

םירוסיי

It's easy to say "sorry" while standing near my grave
Spitting on all the love that made me your slave

A Letter From Hell

I took me a chubby lass
Her body red but not from kisses

A Mess In / I Sick You

We were both born on the same month and sign
This has to mean you're the long lost soul-mate of mine

A Place for Me

עוגעג

"I won't let you win
Find another pain
I'll never let you win
Don't ever try again!"

A Satanist's Trial

הנומא

The guilty defendant might look harmlessly shy
Or even so kind-hearted he'll make you want to cry
But have no mistakes, this man I accuse
Of worshiping Satan, murder and abuse"

A Second Letter From Hell

The princess drits away in the pond
Like an angel in disguise

Acknowledgement

יביטקפסורטניא

Everybody wants it
While making up their angels

Afternoon

Greet newcomers
Spare your wealth
Give your hand
Wish "good health"

Alive (Agony Victorious)

םירוסיי

Always the pain
I never deserved
Now I fall dead
And justice is served

Alive

יביטקפסורטניא

How come everything's the way it seems to be
When did I become the self that is me

Angel Trigger

םירוסיי

No need now to be aware
Sure I'll hug you, just touch me there

Angel of Mercy

תרוקיב

Angel of mercy, lead the way
To justified groans and decay
Do take the hand of children's youth
And do deprive them of the truth
You won't be playing harps up in the sky
You're just going to die

Angel of Mine

הבהא

Sleep, my angel, let me draw you a dream

Anti Depressors

םימס

Care not for pain, care not for a cry
For all I care they all can die

Anti Pro's (Teen Misfit's Lament)

הקיטאופסרא

My mothers asks why don't I try to be like you
Why don't I buy Levi's, why don't I wear Nikes too?
I should comb my hair more, and wear a Gap sweater
She says she's my mom, so of course she knows better

Apocalypse

ידיברומ

Join my armies for the next loot
By my hand, you are mine

Await

ידיברומ

There you'll lie between earth and sea

Awaiting the Grim One

ידיברומ

Come forward, hear me, know I'm not yet dead
But still fighting the struggle against all that's in my
head
Will you come soon and spare me life's dread?
I wait here by the throne

B.B.L.P

תודידב

Grab my own throat
Burn my thoughts for you

Baptism

הבזכא

You were pure, angelic, divine
Your eyes have beaten me

Beast

You know I was a traitor, I chose to learn to fly
When the shadow grew dimmer you knew I had to die

Betrayals of Christ

Running away, face your decay, it's time to play
Don't believe you'll win
Curses of though, God won't allow, you shouldn't have
vowed
Satan's vow of Sin

Black

Along the voices' corridors
I find no windows and no floors

Border

יביטקפסורטניא

When the world comes breaking through I feel choked with
disgust
What was once purity and good had turned to evil and lust
Growing each night inside of me I feel the invincible rage
Don't bother trying to calm me down, I think we're past
that stage

Brain Replica

Together we are nothing at all
But lose me and I'll make you crawl
Days and nights are now the same
You take destruction and I'll take the blame

Cain

When God made death
He named it Cain

Chemistry

You might disown us by choosing control
Deprive your own emotions with no help at all
Forget love, passion, the fear to die
Never ever allow yourself to lie down and cry

Circulation

יטסילמינימ

Each days brutalised by what I've done
Being tortured as thousands and thought of as none

Collective

I can show you the divine
As long as you will still be mine

Craving Fetish

הבהא

I held tight my dreams
Solemnly crying your name

Days of Tears

Do you recall innocence,
Before the blood and knife?
It seems the moon is fading
Through each day of our life

Death In Vain

םירוסיי

You could never understand my pain
The things I've sacrificed
Hatred now growing deep within me
This blessing in disguise

Departure

עוגעג

If only I'd grow up
Forget this love of heart
Perhaps you'd still be holding me
And we wouldn't be apart

Desecrated

תודידב

Tears of blood to represent
Unfaithful nights of self destruction

Distorted

Mission to bliss aborted
My heart distorted

Dummy

םימס

Just another one taste of this paradise
Inhale the emotions of your suicides

Dying

People dying
Pretty sight
People dying
Every night

Dying in Your Arms

Last breath of nose
All I can do is cry

Evolution

הבזכא

I've seen your name written
Amongst the greatest of toys
It said "new" next to it

Fade

םירוסיי

Before I'll ever love again
Burnt by the rays of sun

Fade

תודידב

The night is colder when you're so bitter
And death assumptions are much sweeter

Fake

תרוקיב

Why are we betrayers,
Allowing truth to break?

False Saint / The Death of a Hero

עוגעג

Sit there high and mighty
Ignore the pain that filled me
You're not the first to sit there
And wish that you had killed me

Fire

הבזכא

You are you, and you are fire
Forging pain to my despite
So screaming with torment I jumped in you
Feeling love's delight

Fly

הבהא

Do you know what happens
To a bird that flies
Too close to heaven?

Fragile

Another bottle, another smoke
While self-detesting makes you choke

Funeral

הבזכא

Holding tight my soul
This death was you

Generation 666

תרוקיב

Condone us, disown us,
Spit as we walk by
Wash your hands of us
Stay puzzled as we die

Global Flakes of Dust

ההימכ

They are everywhere, we have lost control
Will they ever learn? We're about to fall

Glowing Dark

ידיברומ

One grim day Man shall look behind
And fear the monster he denied

Goal

I shall fight the human race

God 2

םיהולא

I caught its rays just as they ran
I perished them, because I can

God Save the Queen

תרוקיב

Superstars and officers
Triumph as unseen
Maybe I can't eat tonight
But God will save the queen!

Gold

cc of hangover 750
Here's to our death, cheers!

Guilty for Innocence

הקיטאופסרא

How come there's fear in your eyes
Every time you criticize?
Downfall, torment, hell, demise
Is what you think you recognize

Hack

הקיטאופסרא

You have successfully
Hacked into my heart
Meaning you're not supposed to be here
No one is

Hail Mary

תרוקיב

In his name
Children were slaughtered
In his name
Blood poured like rain
In his name
Camps were built
In his name
Graves were filled

Here

הבזכא

There is love far beyond
Everywhere but here

Hold That Thought

םירוסיי

So can you feel my pain?
This heart you chose to slain?

Holding

I'm not afraid

Holy

You cannot hide for I can see
Come, I'll let you bleed for me

Human Soul

סעכ

Cut me deep, I bleed no more
There's no man left, only a core

Human

תרוקיב

So call me a dreamer, a liar, a fraud
When I cry to the Devil about losing my god
I wish this pain was in your eyes
So you too could know what a heart defies

Hunger

האוש

Damned be ourselves for the blood that we have
Sentenced for life, doomed to starve

Hyde and Seek

יביטקפסורטניא

At times of anger, pain and dread
He crawls from underneath my bed
Many times I'm forced to hide
So as not to be found by Mr. Hyde

I Speye

רוהרה

I spy with my little aye
An angel weeping from "how?" to "why?"

I Swear

רוהרה

Creature of Eden
Under the sky
Nothing is forbidden
Tomorrow we shall die

If to Beg

If to ask - finish it quickly

In Love

הבהא

Look deep inside my eyes
Feel the pain and madness
Marvel at your own creation

Ink of Life

םירוסיי

To its light and its warmth
With the pain that is you
I shall write my present in blood

Insecure

יביטקפסורטניא

Together we're so pretty
And now alone we cry
The fingers point at me
Mine too, I don't deny

Intro

I don't know how
To mend a broken heart
Not yours, nor mine

Jack and Jill

And half way through while driving back
The car broke down, so Jill used Jack

Juliet

סעכ

You followed your knight
To die out of sight

Just Me

הקיטאופסרא

It's really no big deal
Finding poetic value in pain
It's like finding the healthy part of drugs
You just have to look hard enough

Kill Self

ידיברומ

No more rules to break
No more thrills to fake
No more tears to hide away
Don't try to say
This is a mistake

Kill You

ללה

And send you back
To a world with no pain

Kiss Your Nemesis

הבהא

Voices speaking when nobody's there
Pipe dreams of everlasting fame somewhere
You've opened your heart and the Devil flew in
Try explaining to him the meaning of a sin

Late

םירוסיי

My eyes so painful without you
I jump towards the gate

Leftovers

עוגעג

Tasting you in boos and blood
Touching you in another woman

Legend Reviver

ההימכ

If you don't want to live
I won't dare you, I'll just grieve
And pray to transform every day
To the one that used to make you pray

Lies

Easily winning against
My persistence

Long Die

םירוסיי

Do you know how to indulge in pain?
The blood of love to keep you sane

Lord of Massacre

You will not cry, you will not laugh
Feel my vengeance, feel my wrath!

Loss

יביטקפסורטניא

I can see you but I can't feel
Within me only madness is real
Will it help me if I beg?
Will that make you heel?

Love Me Again

עוגעג

Times we knew had gone by, and everything we know
Is still the way it was, flowers still die and grow

Love Spell

הבהא

The part of yours not to believe
A woman's promise on full moon's eve
Is as a tear of rain from the sky
Where angel-like women ever fly

Madly in Love

Toady I stand before you now
Your revived King, do take a bow

Mankind

יביטקפסורטניא

You, you're born
you live
you die

Mirror, Mirror

הבהא

The eye of me you can't deceive
I have seen, thus I believe

Misinformation

יביטקפסורטניא

You try so hard to realize
What's true and what's just a disguise

Mist

And in my mind forever, I feel you very pure
And in these woods I'll wonder, forever insecure

Monster

יביטקפסורטניא

You only fear what you can see
And never feel the pain in me

Morning Glory

הבהא

And I called you morning glory
For you're as beautiful
As a flower under the first ray of light

Most Valued Possession

הבהא

Rays of moon reunite within your embrace
Let me sleep, I'm dreaming of your face

My Angry Angel

Look at me", says my angry angel
Storm inside me, tear my insides
Make me ache for more

My Death Wish

הבהא

The knife in your hand
My death-wish it is

My Drug

תודידב

When a bitter day became a bloody night
We held on to each other tight

My Favorite Things

Driving knives through me, enjoying the stings
These are just few of my favorite flings

My Game

הבזכא

You make it so hard to love you
all I want is to give
I create for your hearts
your emotions CAN live

My Gift to You

הבהא

Inside of you I feel the fear
The way you hide it when I'm near
So if you lose your tracks in the darkness hollow
I'll leave a trail of blood for you to follow

My Hero

םירוסיי

You're all I hoped, and all that I too wanted to be
But I can't match this prodigy, I'll always just be me

My Sanity

םירוסיי

I call out your name
Like Man cries to God
Just like man I hear nothing
Just like God you're deaf to my pain

My Temporary Self

םירוסיי

You wish to what brings the cries?
Then by all means, take my eyes
Now you'll be their servant too
And I don't need them to see you

Never Again

םירוסיי

I can read in your heart
That we'll never touch again

No Way

םזינרדומטסופ

a method of self destruction

No

תודידב

Look at me through your lies
Bleeding from my eyes
Watch my madness grow
Kill me with your "no"

Nothing

יביטקפסורטניא

I am the nothingness
That's causing this pain and dread
I am the empty death
That lives inside my head

Numb

םירוסיי

When I open my eyes you'll be gone
Tempt me... make me open just one eye

Of You

עוגעג

I am under the stones, struggling for air
Fire burns my bones, and you're not there

Pain Bliss

Look at me, do you heed
How I love to watch you bleed?

Past Tense

םירוסיי

Hope is beyond the sky
Death is beyond my cry
Evil is beyond mystery
Pain is beyond misery
And love, it's beyond history

People

I want you to hate me, I want you to fear
It just proves that you're stupid, it just proves I'm still
here

Phantom Love

הבזכא

Will you cry?
Will you lie?
Will you leave me behind?

Pluralism

תודידב

The little voice inside my heart is hear
Trying to tell us lies
Now we're in love a deceit
Deaf to blood and cries

Poet

יביטקפסורטניא

One might never notice that
A poet always roams alone

Poetherapy

Tear me apart like paper or trust
Holler at your toy

Politicks

תרוקיב

People sing together
So all can hear and trust
People take the ethics
And pound them into dust

Power

הבהא

All the wicked angels you now must face
When being chased after you must quicken your paste
Just keep on going, cause life's just a race
You can feel all your powers when you look at his face

Private Genesis

הנומא

This paper is my world
and I'm its god

Recognition

יביטקפסורטניא

Closed shut in your caged chamber yet free as a bird
You died slowly in their faces and they never said a word
What's strength after all? What is it to be sane?
Only your freedom, your lonliness, your pain

Remain Insane

הבהא

Yes, I like to hold you
When skies are bloody-blue
Yes, I like to love you
The only way I do

SPLASH

הקיטאופסרא

Spill yourself on paper
Empty your soul
The pen is your limb

Satanic Hymn

ללה

Dark Arch-Angel, do caress me
Fill my blood with blasphemy

Satanic Hymn 2

It's thou, the power, the truth, the art
The true emotion that thou art

Save Me God

הבזכא

Save me from the wrath of heaven above
Save me, O Lord, from hate and love

Screams of Night

םירוסיי

I subdued myself to madness
I have given into fears

Section of Hearts

םירוסיי

Waiting for my time to come
My heart is losing weight

Self Denial

Forget all that you know
It's time to fall from grace

Self Observation

יביטקפסורטניא

Draw me violence's anatomy
Confess there's nothing wrong with me!!!

Self-Reassurance

םירוסיי

Tell me child, who did you wrong?
Why did they change the tune of your song?
Beams of sunlight can't see through your heart
Are you and I too made to fall apart?

Selfish Loss

תודידב

Cries that were unspoken
Unheard for it is I
Cries that hurt to no one
Pain I can deny

Sentenced

God, you are accused
For my life, death and pain

Serial Killer

It is so easy to judge and detest
But I am here on a heavenly quest

Shadow of a Vengeance by: VarJo

יביטקפסורטניא

I can't seem to realize
Why you did not come to cure me
So now as I am reborn
Don't you dare to insecure me

Shout of Loneliness

תודידב

Why am I alone?
Why aren't you here to hear me?
Because of me
Because my shout of pain scared you

Sins of a Palace

הקיתע הריש

Ask me of that not, little one
A terrible thing has been done
My father the merciful beloved King
Has fallen to the enemies' sting!"

Small

םירוסיי

And when the darkness comes so deep
I will sing to you till you sleep

So Good

יביטקפסורטניא

Let me hear you shout!
Scream it out loud!
It feels so good
To feel so bad

Spare

הבהא

You know of whom I speak
You sense it as you cry

Spawn

םירוסיי

There was nothing left here for me
Nothing to lose, I won't be free
I was craving for strength to help me stand
The only child in a world of sand

Still Pretty

עוגעג

I only wish to hold you
To touch, breathe and kiss you
I always, always love you
I'm sorry, so very sorry

Take 2

הבהא

The fire within you can make us both warm
Lay within my reach, footsteps from home

The Battle for Zion

המאופ

Blood flowing, as much as we can give
It's our birthright to stay and live!
Merciless hate guiding our way
This is our home, we came here to stay

The Demon

יביטקפסורטניא

Together we shall triumph
And they shall fall and fear

The Fate of Faith

הקיטאופסרא

I want real talks, like Poe and his Raven
Nevermore, true, but nevertheless
Lenor's dead now, for I am a craven
Yes, I made her bleed, I confess

The Life Not Taken

ידיברומ

Would you take a life for the plain thrill
Take pleasure in the sin that is to kill

The Man in the Mirror

תרוקיב

Pretty flower, pretty flower
lovely little fire power

The Preacher and the Infidel

"What of the prophets? Surely you've heard,
God led them, they led the herd.
How did they know to hear him so well?"
"Psychosis" said the Infidel

The Sickness Anthem

בצמ

Heart collapsing brick by brick
Feel the pain, you're fucking sick!!!

The Streets / Nights of Rehovot

םוקמ

Here are the pubs, the cars and the diners
Here are the kiosks who sell smokes to minors
Here's the monument to beloved troops
Honored forever by young drunken groups.

The Truth Behind

תרוקיב

"To meet the Big Bad Wolf, inside the forest deep
Together we'll rob poor Grandma in her sleep"

Three For All

הבהא

I love you
And you love me
You love her too
She loves you three

To Relate

Hurt, shout, let me see you cry
Cut, bleed, let me see you die
Pretend you don't know what to do
I never denied the beast in you

Touch

יביטקפסורטניא

I'm alive so I can break
This is the fate of a mistake
My heart made for creation
And my hands for devastation

Toy

םיסחי

Playing with me grants you joy
You're the child and I'm your toy

Treacle

You can tell day apart from night
Of course I'm wrong, which makes you right!

Treblinka

Where faces are numbers and fear is the law
Scream as you may, just don't move your jaw

Trust

You must forgive or stay alone
Give me this chance to atone
Pardon me, oh grant forgiveness
You know my love could heal your illness

Ugly (Indulge Me)

ןומזפ

Do you seek the disgust
Deep within?
Let me help you: you're seeing false things!
You treat all vision trust
As a sin
While you shine upon all human beings

Understand

Who the fuck gave them the right?!
This is me, it is MY night

Unholy War

בצמ

You fight for peace and die for life
A minion in the army of unhallowed strife

Vengeance

Betraying my soul all these times
You lost forgiveness for your crimes

Victoria

When in your arms I don't regret
For finally I can forget
When the torment inside just has no end
The only thing left is to pretend

Voice

םירוסיי

Make me hate all that is pure
Make me deadly insecure

When I Die

ידיברומ

Rains of blood from dead clouds high
Will shock existence when I die

Written in Dark

סעכ

Heaven burns and angels die
Smoke rises out of the setting sun of my cry

Wrong

בצמ

There's something wrong here
Or is it just me

You Were

עוגעג

You were a dream
A pretty dream
But only a dream

Your Gift to Me

הבהא

You've gone with all that was left of love
You've gone to conquer hell

aPEs

הבזכא

die for refusing the bate
the blood, the Lord
the love, the sword
this is how I hate

---

This Word...

All knows this word.
Fools and kings, masters and servants, babies and elders,
both men and women...all tremble at it's presence, all
shiver by the mere mention of it's name.

Far Away, A Beating Heart

think of the melody my name makes when it's spoken by her
gentle lips, and it makes me smile. I very seldom, but when
I do it's usually with her support, or simply by her doing.

Of Man and Words by: VarJo

So where am I now? What has come of me?
Everything I know, is only what I see
Wondering this time, Am I who I am?
Am I who I was? Do I just pretend?

---

The New Genesis

One day Man will look back and say "I killed God and Satan,
and thus set all men free.
Thanks to me they shall dance at the graves of the once
powerful Divine, and know that their time has come."