A snatching feeling of insanity

So expected yet so sudden
When I see you for the thousandth time
So molten is my heart by this heat burden

I am so
Caught
And I don't wanna fight these webs
Removing these is like my skin to shed
I enjoy this desperating wrap
Yet crying for being trapped

So crazed
Just let me touch your body
I'm so amazed of this struggle to avoid me
But why won't you just let
Just free me of this fret
Why do you insist being hallowed
Why are you urging
And why so desperately trying
?To make me feel so hollow