I feel disgust of all of you

No one smiles to me

I don't feel love or hate just pain and sorrow

I have no one to talk to

No one to love and be loved

I want to die

Don't try to talk me out of it

Every fucken day I feel dead from in said

I see no light in the end of the tunnel

I see just hypocrites asking me for help and money

And I asked you ho gave me money or help

I asked for help but they ignore me

When I smile I feel pain when I laugh I feel dead

And I smile all the time

Every day I want not to wake up

I feel nothing

Wane my mother dyed I dyed to

Every faking day of my life