Oh, how did I do this?

Oh, how did I fall?

You took me over
So fast so quiet
I couldn't do a thing
Even if I wanted to

And I promised myself
So many times before
That I won't let it
Scar my heart again

Yes, now it's all lovely
Blue sky, red rose
But I can hear the train of pain
Coming our way

Friend, lover
Why can't this be simple?
I am so afraid
To love, to bare the pain

Oh, how did I do this?
?Oh, how did I fall