I don't remember

So why being so annoying
Don't think I am disturbed, it's you who's disturbing

Investigating me, disbelieving my problem...

I got down to a level of being a poet
But I'm so insane, that I need to chill and sit
Don't you get this yet?
I don't remember shit.

I don't remember
Feel pity for me
I need some attention
Because I've lost my memory.
I'm so miserable
Make me cry
It's so terrible.
You say she died.

I don't remember shit.
Don't remember shit.

Cannot stand the tortures
I confess
I remember it more than all...

No doubt, I am so sure
I confess
I didn't want to remember
But I have to...

Cannot stand the tortures...

She died
And you force me to go over this tale
I've got no more warm in this hell
And now I don't remember
So feel pity for me
I long for some attention
So I said I lost my memory
I'm so miserable
And now I cry
It's so terrible
That I said she's alive.

I remember too much shit,
So I'm cancelling this overload
Throwing it into the pit
But it floats back high, aboard

Now forgive me for lying,
It's not my fault
I do remember
Just forgive me for lying
It's just the serenity I sought
I do remember
.This shit