In the absence of light you can carefully lose yourself

In the nothing you become a someone
And you fear your fear, and avoid it instead of embracing
it
Slowly dragging out your worst nightmare

And I thought you needed me
And I thought you cared
But as the distance grew wider
You thought you grew smarter
Well, I know now, I know I was wrong

In the careless dreaming of your wishful future
You forgot your past and who you once were
Buying people is not victory
And one day you'll wake up, only to see
You have lost your war

And I believed you needed me
And I believed you cared
But as the distance grew taller
You really turned into a foreigner
Well, I know now, I know you are lost

Faking a smile, just won't do anymore
You have lost your interest in me and walked on
Crashing into the rocks my mind drifted
And because of you it will blow up without mercy

Kicking around with an open mind
You just bought yourself a one-way ticket out
Thought you were my friend as you became a stranger
Aching to be touched, longing to touch your hart

I will forever bag with a lost conscious
Crawling through times, wishing it were different
But you can't wear my shoes
It will not fit, it will sting and hurt

I hope somewhere you still need me
I hope you do still care
Cause I have lost my battle only to win your affection
But now I know, oh yes I know
.I know you are truly gone