War, and I never say a word

Peace, and I completely honest
Forgive me for not being a soldier
Forgive me for not being a refugee

Silence, and I never hear your voice
Tears, and I never see you cry
The past, seems so pure
The future, I can't predict anymore

So what, I'm not the person I used to know
So what, if I can't spell my own fate
Oh god, who is wrong
Oh god, say it's not too late

Beyond, so hard to see
I pledge, I will try to end this illusion
Instead, I'm lost in this cold battle
I'm dead, breeze of slight confusion

So what, if a weapon recognizes its owner
So what, if I eliminate my hometown
Oh god, I shouldn't have said that
Oh god, just let me come down