Walk to the X that marks the spot
Under it you'll reach somewhere you want to go
What awaits you there I don't know
But I'll be far away by then

Even though I'm far I know you can hear me breathe
That distance sound inside your head
I am calling you to see the blinding truth
But be aware that it might change you

Love isn't always what we want it to be
I am swallowed by you every night and day
Our sadness is nothing considering what we have
I say goodbye to that old self of me, and so should you


Be afraid
It's only normal

Hurt me
I feel no pain

Wake me up
I have slept a hundred years

Show me
I can't see a thing

I am strong
And weeping on the floor

With meaning
What you are to me

Most of all
Feel me
When I don't feel myself

July 17, 2006