Sorrow loss and pain, mix together every day
Into us, into what's left of our lives
It's been hard for you lately, I could tell even if you
didn't want me too
But the world is not different now, you are.

I say, I dare you; I dare you to fuck me.
On the beach at night, where it's so damn ugly
In the filthiest toilet in town, skirt up and pants down

So I dare you to take charge, this is who you are
A smoke between your lips will be my sign to stop
You look me in the eyes and smile like there's no tomorrow

I know what you thinking, and I think it too
Pictures in my mind, a cigarette twin my fingers
And then I hear this whisper, crawling in my head

"...no, just leave it. soon the damn ceiling will start
falling on me, and I'll discover something else. Something
that is horrible and completely irrelevant..."

Whatever this might be, I know you think you've lost
But look again; see your reflection, inside my eyeball
flashes
This is what you are through me, much stronger than u might
think yourself to be

June 20, 2006