the roads we walked seem so uncertain
the life we had seems like a dream
when you're not here I hardly miss you
and when you're here I can't let you leave

what do I feel I don't remember
the minutes pass, you're over me
I want you here to stay forever
but when you cum it's not the same

the light I see through my bedroom window
it's not a light of happiness and truth
it's white and filled with lies
like the light they say you see before you die

my life have turned to something I don't like
anything I touch turn to shit over night
they all said I can never make it right
I guess that they were right.

they were right

may 4 2006