Robotically Stupid

It never occurred to me that I should've asked for your
goodbye
I sensed your strong presence along with the night
My husky voice disappeared and beneath my shadow there's
life
No one suspected I would kiss your fingertips
No one meant to tell you my little secret
Robotically stupid

My world crashed into yours
All the stars have been shattered to pieces
I saw your leaving; soft milky ways dumped by your weak
heart
I dug within this cold night and found
Lost wishes you thought profound

Slumber party with the moon
Please come back, don't leave so soon
My darkest fears won't fade
Stay with me and don't evade
Hard questions I might ask
Confusing answers I might conclude

My eyes are crossed with yours
Rubber life with plastic curves
All my life I tried to take a quick gaze into your blooming
valleys  
I encountered only frustration and dark allies
Sixteen years and still no pink catalyst
You should've told me you're not interested in me, at least


So take your forgiveness and plant your fake regrets
Tall trees with small debts,
You fear the worst thing will happen, sins captivated your
mind
Emotions and wishful thinking together aligned
Don't break your life and roll over the stones
Robotically stupid

My world peacefully lies next to yours
Generally I turn back, I emasculate my tongue  
All my life I stepped back fearing your soft beauty
Mutations of love I see in your body, in your eyes
Your caprices surely made me run away sometimes
I'm so-called android, remotely controlled by you
Robotically stupid, old metal materials but feelings seem
new
True.