The nights are cold
The stars are beside me
My thoughts are free again

I'm not myself
It's like a different person possessed me
My thoughts are changed
My actions are not the same as before
What the FUCK is happening?!

You said it will not happen
You said everything would be the same
To trust people is a crime
To trust myself it is a risk

The risk I would take
To be myself again
The desperation came to me like in a dream
And swept me of my feet

The tears of joy touched my lips
And the sound of relief was heard
It was never my nature
Why couldn't you see that?

It was clear as a fool moon
Like your eyes when you look at me in my mind

The night is ending
The stars are leaving me
And so are my thoughts...