No matter what comes next, i'm gonna seek a fine place and
place myself on a nice chair and then i'm gonna seep deeply
as possible and then i'm gonna zonk into adorable, peaceful
dream, which i built and shaped all by myself.   With no
fears or tears, nor worries or "afternoon boredom-
syndrome", waited for ages to tell those wishes and i'm not
gonna douse it now...
Try to stop me and you'll realize that you're so unable,
that even if you will assemble an army of thousand and one
fanatic, blistering soldiers, you won't be able to find me.
Because dear, i've never realized how found i was till i
lost you.
Breathless, and after all those years, reckless.   I'm here
with my nostrils, mouthful of sepals, waiting to peel your
covering and inhale your scents, 'cause right now this is
all i can think about.
My dear babe, you and your eyes really glued into my mind.
Veil you in too many reasons for staying asleep, i was sure
your weaknesses would strife with my strong will not to get
to be inside of "venus' fly trap", but i guess i was too
crazy if i let myself linger while you were still there.  
Now, after you left, i can't scratch you from my dreams. But
still it's nice, 'cause it's so much better than crows on
the green mountaintop's screen.

So, as i was saying before, i'm gonna dig into the drains of
my imagination, and find myself a decent hole to slip right
through, after all - I'm not the same as i used to be, i
even sleep diffrently.





1998