I threw the body onto the mountain of lifeliess humans
And sucked his life-force away from him into a battle of
wine
And then went to the fridge and took out some more bottle of
wines
And spilled it all into the bath tub with great
expectations.

I saw a red river flowing all around
With tears of happiness;
Tears of sadness.
A powerful river of a love once lost,
Of a life that will never be told.

Took down my impersonating clothes of work and shame
And drowned myself in the blood bath with anticipation and
fear
Until i felt the life-force covering every inch of my naked
and dead body
Awaiting for a glimpse of life, for a soft whisper, maybe
for a feeling that I lost.

I felt a river of life flowing all around
With success in life;
Failiures of a lifetime.
A powerful river of love once lost,
Of a life that will never be told.

Washing away every trace of myself away
Encouraging the life-force to enter into me
And to refeel all the dead cells that once were alive and
breathing,
To rejoin life to have one more chance for joy.

Just wanna be somebody else...
To retrieve my love once more...
A life that will never be told.