7.3.22

When I look at you
I feel numbness in my face
My blood is flowing down to my legs
But that's not the case

When I look at you
There is no time for a sec
I want to look away
Its itchy, my neck

Don't you dare close your eyes
You're the responsible to that size
It's all you, you, you
But you know it's not something new

Denial floatin above
Regret is waiting downstairs
Backdoor of subconscious
locked now many years
Yet both tied their knot
Married pair

I lost my motivation to make it turn
I find the comfort in the fridge that full of concerns
In the nights it brings me the light at the end
He makes me happy and takes care
He's the best friend

Don't you dare close your eyes
You're the responsible to that size
It's all you, you, you
But you know it's not something new

When I look at you
I see nothing but despair
Maybe a little bit of hopes
But you know fall ends all affairs