I swim in the waves of my thoughts
Can't get off cant stop
These words are like circles around me
Burning my skin and inside me
These holes are too dark to see
I can't find the ladder can't seem to breathe
This darkness all around me

Goodbyes are the worst and I hate this part
There's a secret I kept for 8 years
I wish one day I will be the one to leave
I wish one day I will be the one to live

Up on the ladder and jump to the roof
I'll be free in my youth
And say goodbye to the ones I love
I never wanted to hurt you but it's your secret to keep
I've been coughing blood for too long, too Long
Every night before I go to sleep and my thoughts go deep
I pray for one moment of peace
Maybe this means goodbye

Goodbyes are the worst and I hate this part
Maybe this means goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye...